women dont know what they want
as a woman myself, though i cant generalize this stereotype to all women, i can confirm this sentence is an accurate description of myself and one of the highest pillars that contribute to my character
because i have different heights of pillars, the roof that protects my identity is not stable, and it slides through time leaving me naked in search of another one
if i can pinpoint on a reason why i dont know what i want, i will probably blame it on someone else, for example, my conservative family and the way i have been raised, very sheltered and deprived from many experiences that can contribute to my development
i made a list of things i dont want to make the task of knowing what i want easier